19th birthday tomarrow and i will not be recieving a bday phone call from my grandmother for the 1st time in my life. But i really cant look at that, that way. I gotta keep my head up. easier said then done tho. we all know that. been through more shit in these last two weeks than you cant believe and through it all has been my boyfriend. He puts up with my bitchyness and listens to me when i cry. He tells me shit that i dont want to hear but need to hear. He keeps me going and im so thankful to have him and all those who have been here to help me through this rough time.
